Am I awake?

The time right now is 3:29am. Most of the people are sleeping. I cannot see the moon out of my room's window but I can see d vast dark blue sky outside. There are stars twinkling in this blue sky. Some stars are bright and some are not so bright. A gentle breeze is flowing outside carying a little chill in it. There is complete silence outside. I am wondering how beautiful life is, like a gift, even in the night it has a beauty of its own. The silence, the breeze, the huge vast endless deep blue sky and in it the twinkling stars.



Life is beautiful if u see only the positive aspect and it is a nightmare if you see only the negative part. However if u can look at both the positive and negative together than you can find your way through the jungle.

Holidays are here AGAIN..!! :D

Holidays are here again. Holidays... holidays are the best time in a person’s life. Holidays are accompanied with a lot of excitement. Some people get bored citing a reason that they have nothing to do at home. But for me holidays represent a time of joy and fun. It is the time when one can forget everything and live his life for sheer pleasure. I don’t know about others but I enjoy watching movies, playing games on my computer, chatting with my friends on the phone, wandering on the internet searching for random stuff & etc... etc. Sitting at home all day long can result in a few extra kilos on your body. I don’t have a remedy for this problem. A solution for the problem can be morning walks everyday at 6 in d morning. Going to morning walk everyday in the morning is like following a schedule. If u follow a schedule in holidays then according to me they don’t stay holidays any more.

When time is bad & u are sad.....

heyloooooooooo...friends

I have written a poem dedicated to an incident of my life. I hope you guys n gals enjoy reading it.

When time is bad,

& you are sad,

Then do what is right,

& avoid a fight,

Illiterates, losers & failures will pull u down,

Control your anger otherwise you will be a clown,

“Everybody has a day”,

So today you keep quiet, & make your way,

Because today is not your day,

Remember, The Earth is round & round,

Some day one day, the illiterate dog will be in your bound,

Until that day, you should wait n wait,

& allow the time to turn your fate,

So, when time is bad,

& you are sad,

Then avoid a fight,

& do what is right,

An encounter with a Gorgeous Beast

I was standing on the side of a road. The road was a four lane road. It was perfectly straight till the horizon. I could see the pine trees on both sides of the road. The trees were planted. I could make it out by the way they were arranged in rows. The rows of the trees were going along with the road till the horizon. The trees were separated by the road by a small patch of grass. This small patch of grass was somewhere around 10 metres in width & was running along in parallel to the road & the trees.



I looked up in the sky & observed that the sky was in its best blue ever. There were clouds flying in the sky as well, but they were small in size & most of the sky was clear. The sun was shining bright. It was the 12th hour of the day & I was feeling the heat of the sun on my skin.



The leaves of the trees were flying with the wind & so were the grass on the ground. Together both the trees & the grass were creating a cacophony along with the wind. This cacophony was flowing in the back. It was like a smooth soothing music. I was able to listen to the cacophony through my ears.



Suddenly a voice echoed in my ears from a distance. This voice was alive only for an instance & then it subsided in the cacophony of the trees & the grass. This voice was familiar to me. It was of a machine but there was something unusual about it. The voice belonged to a different machine, something that was big.



The voice echoed again. This time I was able to make it out that it was the raving of a sports car’s engine. After that the car raved twice & started moving. I was unable to see the car but I could make it out from the sound of its engine that it was moving. The car was nearing towards me. I was looking in the direction of the sound paying full attention at the horizon. After a couple of minutes it became visible as a red spot. The spot became bigger & larger, expanded in width & length as it approached me & in an instant it came in front of me.



I was experiencing adrenalin rush as it stood in front of me. I was excited & was feeling uncomfortable.

It was a Red Ferrari. A shining... Red ...Ferrari ...got dam it..!!.

Ps:This post will be continued...:)...

As promised i m back to define LOVE ....

Love Love Love Love ....what is love???? love is a complex part of life. It has many forms. In simple words, love is all about
trusting, caring & sharing.

You love your parents. Your parents love you. You share your thoughts & views with them & they share their experiences with you. They care about you & want that you should not commit any mistake in life. They always keep teaching you lessons. They genuinely want that you should become a successful person in life. They allow you to access all the services that they have acquired by working all those years. They trust you. They care about you. They share their experiences with you. They love you & what they want in return is only happiness for you.

Parents love towards their kids is the purest form of love. This love can be considered as one of the many forms of love. Your love towards your car can be another form of love, your love towards your work can be another form & so on. The basic definition of love stays the same, ‘love is all about trusting, caring & sharing’. Love is not like a business deal which involves two people. There is no give & take policy working in love. love is free. It is a human emotion. It is vast. It is boundless & has only one condition. One condition, to make your partner happy. Anyways, I am ending my today’s post here.

Your Correct act at the appropriate time yields perfect results.

ps: People are requested to leave a comment ...comments r helpfull...thnku :)...enjoy life & keep reading:D:)

Enlightment ....

Hello my blog. I am back to continue my story further.


So that day I made Vinni to read my poem. The poem was very personnel to me. I had kept my heart out in front of Gayatri. I did email the poem to her. It had touched her the way I wanted. She had even replied to me through SMS. I had specified very clearly to her that I don’t want a reply from you but deep inside in my heart I was waiting for a reply. I even wanted her to come back to me.


She never came back to me. As a good friend she did showed some concern towards me. Her concern had always made me crazy. I had always misunderstood her concern towards me, as her love towards me. Maybe it was my love that was making me crazy. My love towards her was driving me. It was making me think that Gayatri loves me which was not happening in reality. She loved some dumbass boy, this was the truth, this was the reality & it was a fact.


When I think of her now, I feel really very fortunate that she didn’t came back to me. Her decision of not coming back to me made me realize that love is blind.

I always knew it, ‘Love is blind’. I made a mistake. I even accepted the consequences that followed after my mistake.

A good decision is a result of a factual & logical approach. Love destroys a person’s ability to conceder facts present in front of him. Love in a sense makes a person unconscious. This unconsciousness is no different, then the unconsciousness which comes after drinking alcohol.
In a broad aspect love is not a child’s play. It is a very complex part of life.

So before ending my today’s blog I would like to conclude it.
A good person takes good decisions by thinking factually & logically. He always lives in the present & thinks of his future. He never waste his time by thinking of the past. He always picks his mistakes from the past & tries never to repeat them again.

An incident dat will stay with me forever...

Hello my blog, I am back with another incident from my life. Considering the fact that I am a boy my interest is a lot into girls.

I am a very simple boy, from a simple family & so I do all the convectional activities like boys usually do. I hang out with my friends on weekends. I drink beer as most of the boys of my age drink & I think beer is good to a certain limit. This particular statement can be generalized. We can say that every activity is good till a certain limit. I can also put it this way that excess of anything is bad.

So for now we will stick to beer. It is good till you have control over yourself & when it starts taking control over you, it becomes destructive.

So one day it did took control over me & my friend Vinni. We were at PVR, Priya complex. PVR priya complex is a good place to hang out. It is always crowded with people. People come there to watch movie in PVR cinema. They come there to spend good time with their friends in pubs & bars present in the complex. There are shops in the complex as well but they stay empty most of the time of the year.

Vinni came to my house to pick me up. He has a car. We both had decided to meet on that day for special reasons. Vinni had a breakup & I had my own reasons to be with him. I was in a more pitty state because I didn’t even had a proper breakup. My story with my so called special friend (who I loved) had ended without even a beginning. She had left me for some dumbass boy who she loved. So we drank & drank & drank for about an hour sitting inside Vinni’s car.

When you are sitting in a car & drinking you don’t realize how much beer you have had. It is only when you step out of the car and stand on your feet you realize how much did you drink today. So when we reached PVR complex, I got of the car stood on my feet & realized that I had a lot today.

Beer is something that intensifies your emotions. No matter how sad you are, after drinking it you feel as if you are on the top of the world. So, on that day it happened so that we were actually flying.

After shutting down the engine Vinni came out of the car. He looked at me & said ‘dude I am all set today now we will set random girls’. I looked at him & started laughing, that was a usual beer reaction as we call it.

We walked together through the market in front of the shops & reached the fountain. While walking in the market I was thinking about Gayatri (my special friend). I was silent & so was Vinni. Maybe he was also thinking of his recent breakup.

We sat on the pavement of the fountain facing the PVR cinema. I was busy thinking & was silent. Vinni broke the silence. He started speaking staring at the lamp in front of us. He said:

‘Dude I am done now...I can’t think more about this girl... I have been thinking continuously about this girl right from the morning... Why should I think of her... she doesn’t care about me...& I don’t care about her either...I am here to set random girls...& I will do exactly that...u never know Abhi ...maybe there is a girl in this market waiting to fall in love with us...I will try my luck today...we can easily find another girl...& this time I will try my best to find someone better than her....’

Vinni made it so easy for me to believe that I will be able to forget Gayatri just like that if I am able to find a new girl.

‘New girl’ the word repeated in my mind twice ...then next came...’new girl right now ...no way...I am drunk’.

The act of talking to a girl right now, was the last thing I wanted to do.

On Vinni’s mind, something else was going on. He popped up from his sitting position with full confidence on his face. He stood in front of me. He looked at me as if he was waiting for my approval. I didn’t wanted to go for sure. So I tried to change the topic. I said to him:

‘Yar Vinni do you know I have become a poet after Gayatri has left me’

He started laughing (usual beer reaction)

‘ohhh... cool what poetry have you done’

‘do you want to read it right now....I have it with me right now... stored in my cell phone’

I opened the poem & handed my cell phone to Vinni. He started reading the poem aloud:

“I may be rude, avoiding & shying,

But inside I am dying & crying.

‘Don’t come close to me’, you told me before,

‘you will be an ediot & nothing more’.

I tried not to fall in love with you,

But there was nothing that I could really do.

Your persona & beauty forces me to love you, even now,

I wish you could come back to me somehow.

Whenever I remember you now,

I realize I have lost something precious & I don’t even know how..?

I know, you will never come back to me, “stay happy wherever you are”,

This is only for you left in me.

I don’t meet, scrap, chat, message or phone you,

Because I want to stay away from sinking in the river of your thoughts which come to me whenever I think of you,

I know, I cannot run or hide from the feelings I have for you,

But I guess telling you everything that I had for you,

Is the best way that I can end whatever I had with you,

“STAY HAPPY ALWAYS :)....!!” PLZZ DONT REPLY....LOVE YOU ....ABHINAV...” ”

After reading the poem Vinni started laughing (usual beer reaction). He said the poem is good & it even rhymes. After saying this much he sat down back on the pavement.